What I want ???

It has been years since I last posted anything here....reading back old post make me reminisce all silly moment with friends and family.....

Many things have change...from life of being a student to working adult its tough but I think I am bless to work with good ppl...there were bad days too but came across this saying recently...life n death is the only obstacle that we cannot overcome....other than that all is up to your decision to make a change....greatest risk in life is do not dare to take risk....n I think I am stuck....been working for 2 years....working on area that I have specialised in...but feel stagnant with no room of improvement....think that I should move on but not sure where n what I want in life? Maybe is because we are too used to this routine life...somehow maybe my aunt is right...she says its not my friends have all slowly move on to another stage of life...n I was still the same me...thus feeling the emptiness....hais what to do thats life....may there be some calling in life n give me a direction ba....😍😛😜😝

this week got to learn who are my lecturer for this last sem-hopefully...

they are all eloquent ppl that makes lesson super interesting <3 :=":" all="all" back="back" be="be" cos="cos" days="days" do="do" everyday="everyday" feels="feels" go="go" have="have" hope="hope" i="i" if="if" impt="impt" it="it" makes="makes" me="me" nbsp="nbsp" need="need" not="not" p="p" school="school" slacking="slacking" something="something" that="that" times="times" to="to" where="where" would="would">
last week we send guohua a birthday video..ting editing is great! but i sound like a old grandmother haha...shall not share the link here hee hee...

on the same day, we all went to shop for bridesmaid dress...this is the second time as bridesmaid...OMG ppl says be bridesmaid more than 3 times will be left on the shelf which means i only have one more quota left...haha...but i must say i really love to tknow that ppl around me is bless with love...so i think i shall start having financial plan for my retirement alone ba...earn big bucks and holiday when i retire and travel emolly...haha---joking

i am back from my shopping craze from bangkok...was a fulfilling one as everyone gets at least a gift from me :) happy...haha

Now i am stuck in school although is just the first week...i am feeling like my soul for study dunno fly how many million miles away...and this is the last sem already i cannot fail!!!! But everytime when i open the book i want to sleep :) feeling more stressed due to the repeat module singapore Taxation cos if i failed again there goes my effort for 2 years..thats y! Stressed but i am going no where...this feeling is freaking me out...scared hais...

feel like finding some others things i can do to make full use of my time if not i would be wasting my time sleeping instead of studying...why my school so far...i wan to go school study but the travel time is hais......
where can i find a place with no distraction (TV handphone etc) with enough lighting, aircon, big table and quite at the same time..WHERE WHERE WHERE!!!

I went to research for HOW TO MOTIVE YOURSELF TO STUDY!!! what was written was all the these that i knew but you know self discipline and the dont face the fact mentality hais...No TV...encourage yourself....find someone to study with you all these... DIFFICULT LAH!!!


enough of re
JIA YOU, FIGHTING, GAMBATEH!!!! LAST SEM IS CHICKEN FEET TO YOU IF YOU WORKHARD!!!!

Random

Its has been a long time since i update this blog...its time to clear the cobweb haha :)

These few months are busying with work and school and ended up in failing 1 module out of 3, actually i am not that disappointed with the this result as this is what i had expect and i admit i mis-calculated the time for revising my tax module. Hope that the Clush of timetable will be granted and i would workhard for last semester...PLEASE BAO YOU WO! haha

Review my days at aviva-know alot nice ppl :), got alot of treats by them haha :) save $$$ i will miss the ppl there...what a bad review i must say haha......

This Month of June
13th meeting my lovely poly gals
15th Register for 4 module hope is granted if not i will take 2 module at a time and find myself a job
19th-22 June - Working with my dears...at Suntec with pathetic pay (but what it matters is the working partner that u work with)
23 June- Meet with dears for BBQ....cant wait man
29 June- My birthday haha---meeting no one probably with family
and

JULY
5-7 July - my Bangkok trip with ah yi - i am gonna shop till i drop haha hopefully will be a fruitful trip
BKK i am coming ...muacks 

had good news...popo medical report was good! although the fall on dec was painful but luckily because this fall she went for the scope checking...thanks god!

my granny also had a fall recently...suddenly i realised that growing up also means you are counting down the time that you could spend with people around you.. :(

actually i not sure whether talking to a person(granny) with great engagement helps to distract the pain that the patient was suffering...but hopefully if does

from the time you are born there is only a one way trip no way you can replay but you could edit the mistake you have made. few words of care by people around you are blessing and dun forget to share your bless...but sometimes i also think that my voice is irritating especially when happy...do you all think my voice very irritating haha....reply dun scare i will change if its a good advice :)

Congrats to Shilin going to be Mrs Soh soon :)

Although the proposal is a simple one and i did not help alot but seeing friend happy makes me happy too

After proposal, its my all time fav...eat and chit lax with BFFs...so relaxing :)

haha! now busy working and studying i think i enjoy busy life...after contact up...dunno whether should find another job or maybe i will stay in this job for time being...cause i dun wan to get lazy and idle as i dun think i will really home study during day time!!!cause i am an owl...like to burn might night oil!!! see how things go when time comes ba...so fast its feb already...as you grow older i think time should not be waste doing nothing...planning is impt... although you might not know whether your plan works or not...but at least you have a target or aim! so keep thinking of what you want but also must know when to relax dun too stress up!!!

jia you qi!